Failure

Run run run, am running for years, But to my destination am never near, Will I ever reach, is my constant fear, Seems like I am on a treadmill ,oh dear!... All doors for me seem closed, Which path to take am i supposed, Why is this a secret , not disclosed? How long should i be calm and composed? My colleagues and friends are way ahead, Struggling and struggling so thin I have stretched, On what sort of canvas has my life been sketched? I am so stressed and very depressed.. I am so tired and exhausted, I am so upset and frustrated, Where on earth is my destination located, With immense patience I have waited... Time has silently passed as I stand, Every thing has failed that I have planned, From a normal life, appears I am banned, I seem to be living in a no man's land... Now I give up,my failure I accept, Have hope in life is no more my concept, I accept my failure and my defeat I have lost the race, I can no longer competee..