Eye Try So Hard (Angel of Sadness)

I try so very hard I don’t know why I try so very hard Yet I always fall short I swear, I try so very hard I promised myself to never dwell on passing events But it seems my misery is lasting suspense There’s no peace for me here Left out in the open Yet the quality is so unclear As I spread this intoxication all through my body It seems our father has forgot me My only vision remains my enemies plot to be Rest, press for tax returns on a spot to pee Complaints to sustain, I seem to never be satisfied Guess it’s just me The hardest part to bow down And trust in thee It’s society; I’ve been cursed from the start Will I survive this morning? Or will I tear my sanity apart Nothing to be forever kept It’s all vanity in a day’s art