Extinction

Never ending lies. As my soul, desiccated, alone it dies. Ignorance is bliss, you were not the one I truly missed. I had to move on, and the past has been erased, dismissed. In the darkness things look different, deceased. My rage has increased. From these words I can't refrain. Gone are the days, as I have to cope with this everlasting pain. My tears go unnoticed under the rain. Its humanly impossible to find true happiness. Something always happens, problems, extinction, a challenge. It's time for a change--- Finding the true, hidden meaning of balance. I just want a second chance--- To become the woman, I was meant to be, at first glance. Picturing your face from a distance. Enjoying life at my highest prime. For today, I realize, that I am running out of time.