Every Time

In every waking moment, In every breaking tear, I wish I never met you, I pray that you were here. In every time of trouble, In every time of need, I wish you to be a knight, And rescue me on your stead. In every glimpse of madness, In every roar of rage, I see you as an lowly actor, I want to beat you off the stage. In every time of sorrow, In every time of pain, I remember that night, And kissing in the rain. In every happy moment, In every sign of joy, I think of old times, What could've been a girl or boy. I see you with her, All emotions begin to boil. Every time I hear of you, My soul is in toil. Every time I try To move on just like you, I freeze and second guess, "What if he does what you do?"