Every Day I Die

Every morning when I awake the dream over then the nightmare begins And as I regain consciousness suddenly a dark cloud descends on me and fills me with pain and dread deep within. For each day I face a mountain one I have to climb My will and motivation are so hard to find. My mind blighted by a pain I cannot explain I nothing more than a child that no one wants left out in the dark cold and rain. I live life in limbo haunted by plaguing memories Wondering what went wrong and why I can't be the man I used to be. Umbilical chord severed from the human race without no love in my life life is such a lonely place. I just exist never missed No matter how I try every day I die. Peter Dome.copyright.2014. Jan.