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Erudite

When at wit's end with seemingly no way out, every decision is questioned with fear and doubt. I take a step back and assess who I am, only to find out that my heart and mind are condemned. Nobody to blame but myself, for ignoring the problems when I needed help. Five years of chronic misery, denial to accept the end, to scared to see. I'm on the outside looking in, while crawling out of my skin.

Copyright © | Year Posted 2008




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Date: 9/9/2009 8:57:00 PM
I feel like i am reading some of my own thoughts when I read many of your poems. Take care Jon It will get better Jdawn
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Date: 10/17/2008 4:44:00 AM
A belated welcome to premium. Poetry is good introspection. If you are the subject of your poem, you have my commiseration...I've been through a bunch of xhfnhasfha;haah;ah; Give us something new.; I'll read it. Love, daver
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Date: 9/26/2008 1:52:00 PM
This certainly is a deep poem - I hurt my back at work a few years back and never went in until last year - Found out I had hep c went through that treatment and then back surgery and on my way for a second surgery soon - Seems like it never ends - Good part is I'm at 5 years clean and sober in January - I'll pray for you bro - God Bless
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