Envision Life

I am reminded of the life I have And not the life I should deserve Versions of life as a remembering past Have I a life yet built to be worth? Subjects subjected to subjective changes Pretending to forever be who we never are Forever onward where the mind never reaches Reality is only but dreams so far Have you not a dream to be? Too bad the world only changes so Forever changing for you and me Are your dreams worthy to behold? Rather I feel achievements are insatiable Besting our needs with desire... wanting what we do not need Blinded to all that was achieved... achievable And we wonder why its so hard to regrettably weep Time and again I remind myself what I have And a life I should not have deserve So many versions of life from a remembering past Have I a life building to ultimately be worth?