Entity of Victory

What an adoration it is To receive a gift Of victory Of an entity only i created In an old misery Believing That only I can bring What i seek And achieve in controversies Where at times i felt weak Quit Could I I asked But then it was only until then I open my eyes to only realize The lies made needed to succeed in strives Was only a controversy that I Let in Maturing from the immaturity No more This energy in me that's arose To soar In what i look for A door Of which I'm grateful to explore The new beginnings i hoped for Acceptance of not what i am But of what I can Motivation and guidance To guide In what's right Breathe in my own prosperity and defeat Not looking back at what was No love No trust Only lust unwanted in the one's i loved But upon it all I stand tall Strong and ready to take on What I have not yet saw In person Cuz my heart knows where i belong At ease In peace Actions that only i demand and understand That only i can command in direction i have set plan Because in this human Failure has no hand I have been able to withstand The curses that followed me in which i ran And here i am Blending In what i thought could never be An entity of victory