Enough

It's a weird feeling just laying there staring at the cealing trying to figure out whats wrong and whats right if your lifes passed you by and your just fading into the night crying enough tears to fill a stream knowing you've given up on your dreams trying to figure out where you stand because nothing has gone as planned everythings gone wrong like a shitty cowboy song all i had was bad luck good thing I didn't have a horse, a dog or a truck I didn't have the simplest things good living brings Getting by on lie's and goodbye's because I never measured up to size So affraid of responsibility made it an impossiblity to have any stability looking for ways to live in an alternate reality was my speciality like a free falling sky diver it was time to pull the chute put away the snoot and look for new persuits find something new, something good I can do For once actully follow through Make preperation get an education build a proper foundation maybe it can lead to joy and elation I can get passed the bad weather, get my act together Quit running from the respondsibilty stuff Quit running when it gets rough I know life can get tough its time to grow up because I've had enough