Enigmatic: Pt 2

You say I cry a lot always the first to tear and you're right I'm like what no one is like, I see life in a different light I cry when I feel happiness, joy I cry when I see change. I whimper when I see the inevitable pull of the world's current and how we all drown in it I want to live the life with nothing to do nothing but what I love to do It's so simple to be simple but why isn't that simple in itself? Something's always tugging me away playing me out of space to notice this and be powerless to stop it yet I to want to while I don't want to at the same time Complete opposites in the same mind so its a battle to find myself you wonder why I cry to you I have no one else