Endless

I often try to analyze the times Trials and tribulations got me pacin', trying to figure out my destination. Can i raise the monument before i face decimation? I'm sweatin', waitin', can't figure out what I'm doin' Pursuin' an education, won't let this vessel be ruined Kind of funny how i pay to play a game called success and in the process hope that i will rise above the rest Like i gotta win, but man, it feels like a sin Everything i was given diggin' deep beneath the skin and I wonder what it all felt like in the beginning Supression; mind state and i'm descendin' I often try to analyze the times Trials and trubulations, look at what i'm facin' Keep moving; i'm scared to pause, behind me is Satan Dreams move quickly, that's why i'm racing Running so hard that Reality is chasing Behind me; there is no fate ahead of me, there is no enemy There is no anything endlessly, There is only me, my pen, my world, my girl and a melody There are no hands on my clock to strangle freedom There is no caged bird in this mind because i freed him So when i rhyme, penstrokes paint Eden Invoke a spirit and beam the suns rays of healin' But the cruelty of scrutiny drives me to lunacy Can't find a strategy Gripping and clawing, trying to maintain sanity A thousand arms in every direction grabbin' me If I define my own lines, everyone's suddenly mad at me This is not creativity, they call it heresy Dang, I guess i need more clarity I could give you this, I could give you that I give my soul expressed through wisdom in the form of rap Dreams move quickly, that's why I'm racin' Running so hard that Reality is chasin' There is no fate ahead of me, there is no enemy The future is so heavenly, I've found my destiny, Flow against the river of time; give me life I give you a sliver of mine every time i write Cradle the crescent, conceive the adolescent Past and future coalesce, and I form the present