Ending In Strife Horrid Depressing Day

Seeping into depression Taking a look at life Searching for those who love me But ending in strife Sulking around this world Having nothing to hide Covering it with a fake smile And by it, you abide Leaving me alone You smile, nod, and walk away Leaving me to think about This horrid, depressing day This dark, sad, depressing day Nothing to give me a real smile Doesn't anyone really know that, to me, This state of mind makes a person fragile? The answers to my questions I can't seem to find But that's what happens When you're in a depressed state of mind The love you once expressed I don't see anymore Because I keep thinking stupid things And it makes the mind weak and sore Maybe the smile upon your face Can take my pain away But it won't stop me from thinking About this horrid, depressing day Seeping into depression My mind takes out the good Only leaving in the bad Making me see what the mind thinks it should I'm seeping into depression And taking a look at life Searching for those who love me But ending in strife