End of Us

My heart it sometimes burns with a memory or thought of you , i cry and i cant breath I don’t know what to do. Years of being with you thinking I finally found the one, in the bad times thinking we will get through it cause all we need is love. Those years went by so quickly especially when i was your wife, now im back to where i was back to the single life. I get so angry and i scream how did this happen Why? All this confusion and still no answers can i find. I never thought i have to live my life without you by my side, and never in a million years was prepared for this goodbye. It is what it is so they say but thats not good enough, no one understands how these times can be so heartbreaking and so tough. I hate birthdays i hate xmas i hate family things i would rather be somewhere else, nothing and no one understands this continues to feel like hell . everyday the hurt i hide the sound of my heart when it breaks, how much longer will this last i dont know how much more I can take.