Encouragement and Growth After Self Cleansing

okay i have taken the bumpy road journey i have paid for my bad and wrong everything and then some i have watched, heard, and listened to other peoples' excitement now it is my turn to feel the breeze of the payoff i would love nothing more than to share it with you for i am not the only one with scars, bruises, and lacerations on my life's sensitive skin that being said, to hell with it all and let's go to the beach! okay i have caught up on all my payments i have eaten the ramen noodles, the lunch buckets, the vienna sausages, and the wal mart french bread i have been told and i have been given every lame excuse as a complicated 'no' now it is my turn to say a finalized 'yes' to myself i would love nothing more than to experience it all with you for i am not the only one that has eaten meagerly and went to sleep hungry for more that being said, to hell with it all and let's go to the beach! life is like a defiant, aggravating microorganism it teases the timidity of time and takes full advantage growing older within it all is like walking on a flat surface of balance beams one wrong move and you are messed up....possibly for life let us join hands and thank the Lord that we are still able-bodied and in good health and spirits we are only growing older, so let's color the remainder with iridescently positive memories shoot, it is up to us anyway which direction we go everyday that being said, to hell with it all and let's continue to learn and grow in every way....