Emotional Disaster

Stand back... I hide behind this exterior The smiles and laughter Lock away my feelings Agony, No one knows the real me Escape to my reality The music that plays in my head Nature pulls me in,deep Only god knows Who understands? This masked pain No one sees the tears No one feels the hurt I'm an emotional wreck 50 feet I need Please stand back... Never had trust Remorse for myself No pity No apologies Or lies "I've been trying Trying, To hold my head up high I've been lying Lying, Keeping it all inside Trying not to trust you, yeah Take another leaf, I'm a book yeah yeah"-Cher Lloyd