Emotional Dilemma

Anger, fury, jealousy, the only emotions you understand. You have befriended the emotions that will destroy you! The days you showed me compassion, i can barely remember, must have been one sweet December. At times i love you, at others i hate you! When i need you, you're never there, these emotions alone i must bare. You said you cared , but to show it you never dared. I lose my sleep, over such a creep. You care for none, you only care for one! You cause confusion, i can not find a solution to this timely illusion.