Emotional Abuse

Some how, you say that I'm the one to blame, I deserved for you to treat me the way you did. It was always my attitude that set you off. Even though I was just a kid. I'd cry myself to sleep at night, Wishing, for all the pain to fade. Knowing I could end it all, Just one quick slice of the razor blade. I slept with it beside me, Disgusted by its sight. And every day I'd wonder, If I'd ever be alright. You made me feel so worthless. I always felt alone. No one understood me, Especially at home. I never really wanted to death. I just wanted to get away. And I thank god, I never had the guts, Each and every day.