Elegy To Myself

All those years of wishes, craving, feelings of wanting to be loved - Disappear without shadows But weeping and loud wailing on my grave stone– Is what remain Tears falling like spring water on my brick face In grave with companies of worms and exotic termites From men of colors in black suits Singing chorus of we love you But the messiah loves you more Love! That, they never share Love! I never knew My life’s journey was like a tempest Falling and crashing without reaching save harbor And laughter made of fiction Only dreadful dreams come true The heartily wishes never come through Loosing fate in life Then death come to take me To the place of my dream – In grave