Earth's Mirth

If I were absent from this EARTH, I wouldn't experience such mirth If I were nonexistent like an aborted infant, I wouldn't be a treat...I would be insignificant My family would've forgotten me in an instant If I gave in to SUICIDE, I wouldn't come along with life's ride... I'd be denied If I were to go back in time... REWIND... until the night of my birth, I would have committed a malicious crime In a flick of a dime, Earth's mirth would feel extremely sublime If I left my family and friends behind FOR THE SAKE OF MY RELIEF... I'd create strife and endless... ENDLESS grief If I could repair my past mistakes, Oh, I would take advantage of that opportunity AND HIT THE BRAKES In a bewildering moment of Being cornered by toxic, sinister, red snakes Earth's mirth suddenly.... Abandons you... Paranoia and anxiety transforming Fates into abominable fates