Duplicity

As I lay on sodden ground Silence reigns, There lays no sound. I feel no pains I have no displeasure My heart interlocked by chains. I feel great and euphoric leisure I am in control I’m proud to say Nothing can stop this pleasure. I am feeling no guilt and no sorrows Am I kidding myself to the actual truth? Because even small ants cast long shadows. I have passed the fountain of youth I also been removed from past glory Nothing is equable and nothing is smooth. In truth this is not all my story It belongs to another sod like me We’re are not hunky dory. One side of me is totally free The other confused and fouled up Both in me yet they never agree. I can feel them but never see them close-up Yet even small ants cast long shadows So do I and I am going to shut up.