Dreams

Behind these blue eyes is so much sorrow always wondering about tomorrow. so much guilt and so much pain about the babies I couldn't name. So many pregnancies that went bad so many reasons to always be sad. There is a baby out there made just for me but for right now i just have to wait and see. I wouldn't take for granted what so many people do the whole experience would always be brand new. So until the day I get my joy I'll be dreaming about a girl and a boy.