Drawn To You

I am drawn to you and I cannot shake off the love I feel for you. Sleepless nights turn to an emotional rollercoaster when my mind keeps wandering to you. When I am alone and need someone, thinking of you becomes my only companion. I cry at times realizing we were, but will never be again because we cannot. I am drawn to you and I promise I have tried but cannot forget you. You gave me a purpose, you made me feel special, but why did you? I had to take it easily and not get involved in expectations, but you cared and it encouraged me. My life has now no purpose but to linger around your nonexistence, how do I heal? I am drawn to you but you will never know. I love you like your life clinging to you, but I will never show. My soul has been enslaved in love, through pain and despair I will survive. But I am drawn to you but have to only, through your existence, I thrive.