Door

i love you now and forever more yet why did i shut the door on life. i acted like you hated me to explain what you do yet you love me but why do i not say i know you.i make you sad by writing these poems yet why cant i stop forgive me im sorry i should just stop,you loved me and still do yet why dont i say i know its true i act like its a lie but its not. door is now closed and locked for now you stay with me waiting to see what i have to say you say hardly anything so you will never make me sad yet i dont get it but yet i do i have always understood you shuting the door on life is bad thats the only reason i had ever made you sad. i said you hate me just to get you to tell me you love me yet why do i keep making you cry and you die die inside.