Dont Like Me

if you don't like me, you can go to hell, i'm riding on a ship, and i just now rang the bell, i really miss my past, but on that i will not dwell, every time you turn me down, i go and hide inside my shell. there is nothing wrong, with the way i am, i'm really a nice guy, i will never give you spam, yes you think i'm ugly, don't record me with a cam, every time you push me back, it feels like you gave me a slam. i know you think i'm ugly, i know you think i'm weird, would i look better, with a hawk, and no beard? you keep crushing my heart, blood is permanently smeared, regardless of your thoughts, i do like to be feared. you don't know me, you only judge by looks, singling me out, like a word inside of books, you have forced me to this life, now i'm joining up with crooks, your all just full of lies, while you reel me in with hooks.