Dont Come Visit Me After I Die

Dont come visiting me after i die... I needed you when i was alive! I feel alone like no one cares maybe its just me i want to give up i dont know whats keeping me here.. I rather sit here in this corner with these pills and cry waiting to die.. No one listens no one cares maybe its time to die then they will care or maybe they will just be happy that im gone. Maybe thats what they want just for me to be gone because im nothing but a **** up in life and its time to give into the darkness and leave for good.. I need you and your not here were are you? You left me here in this darknes i thought family was suppose to care but i guess not no one cares that ill be gone so maybe i should just stay in the dark and give up and just be gone!!!