Do I Matter

Hesitation if I should engage myself fully Letting myself go all in just seems silly This abstract relationship breeds uncertainty Fearing the worse, fighting my heart is an everyday reality I just need a questionable percentage of you Time is not a luxury, open your soul I need you Nurturing frustration while my feelings have no reaction Hoping that mutual is the language spoken to facilitate action The past is where it should be, let's not embrace it The future is on hold, we just need to play it All I need is a questionable percentage of you The day I was conceived it was always you I poured my heart and soul on this pen; I do hope it reaches you On this stream of love trying to locate you I notice you every day, i'm no stalker I just have a schedule I drew with my "love marker" All I need is a questionable percentage of you It's questionable because authorisation would come from you Permission to speak freely, I love you Ever since you graced my eyes I just manage to only see you You personify my admiration My biggest weakness, I see you I fight temptation All I need is a questionable percentage of you, if not all The question is; "do you see me" or you don't at all?