Do I Have a Say In My Life

Do i have a say in what i do or dont do? Am i alowed to choose what i want to do and what i dont want to do? Are you honestly gonna make me do something i really dont want to do? Can i have a say in this? I know you think i can do better, I know you think i could be amazing, i know i know i know! But you have to let me choose wheither i want to do it or not. I love softball, one of my favortie sports, but not wehn i come home crying after practice, then its just not fun, it makes me what to give up it makes me what to drop my glove and walk away, never pick up a glove or a ball again, it makes me want to quit, only one thing will stop that. If you treat me like everyone else, which means dont yell at me, i will be fine, i will love the sport, once again. but as of right now, i cant stand it, i cant take it, i cant pick up another ball or glove again, all becasue of you I dont see why i dont have a say in this, im still playing skool team, just not the outside team, what do you want from me? you tell me i need higer grades, well its hard wehn u have softball everyday, and have NO time for anything else. i need time i need a say in this, just give me a say, and maybe, i will love softball once again