Disheartened Ramblings

It was so uncomfortable, The tension: Like two strangers Just waiting to step on each others toes. Don't put your face so close to mine I wouldn't want you To do me any favors! It's been almost a week. I'm getting angsty, I'm getting anxious, I'm getting frustrated. I need a cigarette! Maybe I should listen. Maybe they're right. Did I impose myself here? They couldn't be any further from the truth. I'm not holding on to anything. How could I? It was never mine in the first place. Today I decide and tomorrow I wait. It's not just another Saturday No, this one has some weight. Stupid? Not for long. Friends? I won't say goodbye. I wonder how long it will take to realize I'm gone. I wonder if you'll call.