so tired of my heart
so tired of my hands
I'm so tired of my mind
I'm through pacifying
Do I only love you for who you used to be?
When you said you'd wait for all eternity?
Did you drink away every memory of me?
How am I not everything you’ll ever need?!
I've had to sit down and write this
to tell you the words i can't speak
When I'm around you now i feel weak
I'm drowning in my disconnection
Where did he go??
You are not the soul I used to know
Where did your memories go?!
Why has the meaning disappeared…
Now I realize I should too
You act like you remember nothing
I can tell that’s what I mean to you
After all I’ve done for you
All I want is to be emotionless too
In the end I guess it’s what I love the most about you…..
[©2012 SLS, this soon to be a new song for It Is Rife With Ambiguity]