Disconnection

I'm… so tired of my heart breaking I'm … so tired of my hands shaking I'm so tired of my mind racing I'm through pacifying my disconnection Do I only love you for who you used to be? When you said you'd wait for all eternity? Did you drink away every memory of me? How am I not everything you’ll ever need?! I've had to sit down and write this to tell you the words i can't speak When I'm around you now i feel weak I'm drowning in my disconnection Where did he go?? You are not the soul I used to know Where did your memories go?! Why has the meaning disappeared… So suddenly Now I realize I should too You act like you remember nothing I can tell that’s what I mean to you After all I’ve done for you All I want is to be emotionless too In the end I guess it’s what I love the most about you….. Your disconnection. [©2012 SLS, this soon to be a new song for It Is Rife With Ambiguity] www.sorrylittlesharky.com