Disappointment Acrostic English Sonnet

Destiny made a way out of my reach, Instead of welcoming with open arms Spread wide. To each his own! On my own, each And every day, I did life no harm. Priorities, other than me, came first, Prior to closing my eyes and dreaming Of better days. But, bad days made the worst Inceptions; Days and nights double teaming. Nothing prepared me for what I would get, Though I really should have seen it coming. Most of the time, both my eyes were too wet, Evidence that God did not do something. Next time, I will choose to abandon hope, Trying to get by, while trying to cope.