Disappear

as the first ray of sun hits my face I am compelled to wake from where I had overwintered eyes closed, I turn my back on the light I wish it would just cease to shine let darkness hide me as I sink into the deep of all shades black I wish I would just disappear back into my empty space where nothingness defines my core existence I wanna hide behind the blanket of dark matter course with light breaks the reality of the broken dreams id rather forget turn away from everything I have come to know run away from myself if I could cease to exist and disappear as if I never was fade into thin air and never be...