Difference Between the Two

Thoughts of you keep me awake at night They find me when I'm left all alone I've done all I can to fight And yet my memories of you still aren't gone It seems that no matter what I do These things continue to haunt me And the one person I cannot forget is you In all things that used to be The same lines running thru my mind Poem after poem I write Still the answers I cannot find Nothing I do seems to win the fight Time and time again I try Fighting to make my wrongs right So many times I've said one last goodbye Even in your absence my thoughts will not cease The ones I can hide from everyone but me Secrets kept keep me from my own peace But who I could tell no one can see what I see No one can feel the things I do In this time and in this space With all I've put my heart thru You will always hold this special place Very deep down in my heart That is one thing I cannot deny Throughout the years you played a huge part About that I cannot lie I guess that's why after all this time And even after everything you put me thru I still let your memory cross my mind But we both know about that there's nothing I can do Been fighting these truths for far too long I'm sure now what we used to be means nothing to you And with me is not where you belong All of this I have come to accept I guess I should've known this all along But my love for you a hold on it I kept The same way something about you Kept a hold on me But for so long I already knew That me and you…we just weren't meant to be Being friends only kept me from moving on But I was to blind to see And the longer you are gone So many things have become clear And I found a way to move on with my life Without you always so close and so near I have become someone's wife I learned to love again I have found peace with my past Letting go of all the anger and pain I found something that will last A love more true Then I'd ever known One more true than what I thought I had with you!!!