Didn'T Mean To

It was a heartfelt indulge of an act The night like knights we lighted Like a king yah served my want Like a deal we moved on and on To the peak, the click of a nick The first time, like a key and lock Felt like a gentle, acted like a man So young,naive, live and one What led me there blasts my mind What clogged into me is a virus not got Had no intention nor retention for it Thought not that what could follow Not a life, a son to come through Left with a smiley Illy face down the line Like a plane never turned to take time Left like a soldier out of a war field Left all aback, your calls for blocks Thought not again of the beauty of you For to me it was like a ball to score and go My conscious coined erect when you first called Your message, I father another, a son Like a a shock it stroke my nerves awake The senseless triggered act of infatuation The heartless deed and leave like a wind Felt so silly and illy, but had nothing to counter Figured and structured a reply but went dumb Tried and cried but solved nothing Sorry to say so young for parenting Not ready to further father a kid.