Did the Fate Decide

Did the fate decide? Did I go and hide? Did I live a truth with a thousand lies? Or have I smiled to a thousand cries? This life was hard This torture is just too bad Why couldn’t I stand? How did I zip my lips and threw the lock? How did I allow my emotions to take control? My emotions were just too strong My love for my loved ones was still in the ages of sturdy So I was afraid…, afraid to face the truth Afraid to believe it , to become a traitor Because my promises were always there And I wanted to make this fair When someone puts his trust in me And loves to see me first And I fail, and replies were less And the bad event was kept hidden Till another declare