Diamonds and Milk

Once covered in diamonds, Ive got nothing on this skin but filth Once my heart was bathed in milk, but now its rotting in s*** Down on my knees, the crushed onyx under skin, burns Down on my knees, I see the alarm and panic ringing out loud Just a long road, I keep my face paralell to the ground Just a long road, I keep my body moving through the sludge Inferior and covered in dust, I crawl up onto your prayer rug Inferior and covered in cuts, I inch my way up to your prayer rug Cracked fingernails, dirty skin, shaded eyes, slow, thick blood My cracked hands wear your beads through, down to the heart Once covered in your diamonds, Im nothing more than sin and lust Once my heart was bathed in mothers milk, but now its failing slow Down on my knees, tears are mercury pools in my perimeter Down on my knees, Ill take it, take it out on me Just a long road, I keep my face hidden, punish me Just a long road, I keep my body moving, punish me Inferior and covered in scabs, I just want to crawl up into your lap Inferior and covered in scars, Ive stopped bleeding, love me now Cracked fingernails, dirty skin, shaded eyes, slow, thick blood My cracked hands wear your beads through, down to the heart Once covered in diamonds Once bathed in milk Im cracked open and sore But please let it hurt some more