Detox

Alone. Screaming in agony Out loud and also in my brain Turn it off. Phase it out GIve me something for the pain Writhing under the sweat stained sheets Trembling, shaking out of control Can’t get up. Can’t make sense How did this destroy my soul? A slight lifeless turn to the right The empty bedpan is filled once more With the vitriol I’ve spewed The disgusting mouth of a thought whore Big H and smack are one in the same You become a user and you get used The tables turn quickly and when they do The accuser becomes the accused.