Detached Reality

Unravelled in conscious decision bend So much going on , I have to pretend There's no revert no green end ?This will all end ?With no return ?in this turn , what I learn ?Is what I decide . The decision I confirm. ? Deminished in droughts of self-esteem ?idealism Visualising the unease, forsee ?Assuming the counter bleeps. Feelings attached, To detached reality .... Reoccurrence of a moment at rest . ? Conclusive yet Delusional Pressure to cripple or relieve that uncertain flex... Yet so much of everything... Recks the peaceful phased... ? Feeling of raised ?harmony's chest. ? ?Lost in the past , ?Either deal with it or stone ?Your tone will be judged by the underlaying dawn/clown Misled certainty Jumping high , slithering low ? The Occupying excitement ? ?Feeding the unknown dissapointment ?Forging in greatly ? ?yet unimpressed . Creeping of .... Endeavours Crippling the favour ?What's the magic to complete tasks? ? Desks covered, visualised seat Beat to sleep , ?Motivation loops Instant ?go. Hold on !. ? Sway the thoughts ... ? It's Gone ? ?Fractions of could've been ... ?So so dim ? in the scene ... Feelings attached to detached reality... Fidelity, I feel scenes I feel the looks, Physically unpresented ?atmosphere The motion dips ... I can't feel ease my soul went to a freeze ? ?