Destiny

I have spent 1460 days chasing you When u play that hide and seek game, I start to panic as you forget I'm turning grey You told me before The desires we have contradict And I chose to ignore The seeds I needed for defeat Now I'm here once again Introducing myself like im insane As you already know my name Is it bound that things will be the same? Is it wrong that I long to finally touch you by my rough and swollen hands ? That have been twisted that every time I'm an inch close my mind bends Is it because you have a class or standard that i dont meet The mere fact that you are too difficult to greet Or I am too damaged to even be considered and fixed I'm talking to you Destiny Are you even listening?if so..... How long does one have to run and finish the race? I'm tired of running I really need to see your face