Despair

In the darkness of mind I hide in the room of my despair With no way to run for salvation In the darkness of my mind I hide in the room of my despair because I am powerless against my fear In the darkness of my mind I hide in the room of my despair for tomorrow comes with so many uncertainty In the darkness of my mind I hide in the room of my despair I scream but no one hears me In the darkness of my mind I hide in the room of my despair and the world passes by without noticing my existence In the darkness of my mind I hide in the room of my despair and long for the savior that never comes In the darkness of my mind I hide in the room of my despair just existing because I never learned how to live! In the darkness of my mind I hide in the room of my despair because my demons refuse to allow me to be free In the darkness of my mind I hide in the room of my despair I disappear because no one hears or sees me and my existence becomes no more my voice fades with the mourning of the wind and my smile withers like the light with night creeping slowly as the day comes to an end... Slowly I loose my humanity, I no longer am the me I use to be all because the burden of the unsaid emotion Has corroded the woman I used to be!