Despair

LORD WHY AM I GOING THROUGH TEMPTATIONS? I OBEY ALL YOUR TEN COMMANDMENTS AND I STILL FALL IN BEAVEMENT LORD WHY AM I BEING PUNISHED? I REPENT MY SINS EVERYDAY ON MY FLESHY RED KNEEDS AND HANDS LORD I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO OR SAY I FEEL SO LOST AND ALL ALONE ON THIS TROUBLE EARTH YOU HAVE GIVING US LORD I KNOW YOU TESTING MY FAITH GIVE ME STRENGHT TO GO THROUGH MY PAIN AND SUFFERING YOU SENT ME TO SUFFER HELP ME TO BELIEVE LORD, YOU WITH ME GOING THROUGH WHAT YOU HAVE STORE IN MY HEART I NEVER FORSAKE YOU LORD I NEVER FORBID YOU LORD I WILL FOLLOW ALL OUR COMMANDS YOU SEEK OF ME LORD JUST PLEASE SEND ONE OF YOUR ANGELS WITH WINGS TO WATCH OVER AND PROTECT ME LORD WHILE I TRY NOT TO DESPAIR YOU