Desire Tags Prt 1 Lrics

Here we are, there we go here i am, there you are how can we be the cause of each others pain still "Everytime i think about you i dont know its either im happy or sad hoping not just to play you, but hey you try to do the same thing im sorry if i seem weak or if i try too hard my heart hurts to see an old friend when she looks at me with her head down oh i dont know tomorrow i might go to jail all in one night i jeapordized my freedom cause im so hotheaded, hotblooded passion that pulls up, with your hair pulled back then you let it fall down and then i get out this mess im in, you know i will, u know i will i know with me everyday its something else, im always trying to be good but i always end up doin bad things i know im mean to you in a bad way. i guess im not right in the head becuz all i see is a vision of a man when i lay down, except last night when i talked to you , you looked so worn out stressed out, why would you be with him when you could be with the man that u love still, its okay whatever you want its your choice, just please consider how much hangs in the balance, i dont even know if its talent, if im talented, or just sick of these lame conversations that people have with me, talking about all their troubles,but i have so many i cant even think straight but i concentrate on the solution and i usually dont treat you with the love i feel becuz i dont love you if you dont love me, im sorry im a playa, im a crook, convict con-artist, tryin to find a way in your heart just so i can hurt him, i flip and turn words twist and bend the truth, make up *****just to send to u, becuz im trying to break down the fortress of your heart, count my attempts add em up, cross another day out on my calender, there goes another month, cross another month off my calender, and we collide so different then what we use to be, use this use them but dont try to use me or put me in their group girl, no enemy can stop me, even when men set the net, let their own foot be caught, slip and slide away, not trying to be slick with, or run game on you, so dont try to run game on me,