Deserves This Pain

She is still mad just stewing over this everything that has happened. When ever she gets upset over anything or doesn't understand something the brown eye girl writes it out or does something to focus her anger. But this time is too much and she knows. All the brown eye girl wants is answers is that too much to ask? She needs closer to things. But instead she gets told she uses people for whatever reason. If the green eye man knew her really knew her he wouldn't have said that. He knows that isn't true how she really cared for him and he threw it away like it was nothing. It felt like he ripped out her heart without a second thought. So cold and cruel to do that. How many lies he has told her, he helped her through the perfect best friend's death and now he is throwing her away like a used bottle. If anyone used someone it was him using her. After everything that has happened her heart still wants him even though all he has ever done it was tear it in little pieces. Now the brown eye wonders if there is something wrong with her to deserve this kind of pain?