Depth of Soul

Mind spinning out of control closing out my heart self-preservation trying to get what I want knowing what I need obstacles in my way not sure how to break them down following the path carefully regrets of the past wanting to change the future desires hidden in the soul wanting to be something other than I am taking chances, taking risks journey to find freedom wanting to be special wanting to love not just be loved begging for pleasure hidden soul searching space, freedom, happiness, enjoyment of pursuit pleasure of peace missing pieces falling into place being who I am deep inside understanding ones mind understanding ones feelings understanding ones wants writing new chapters following a new path reaching, touching your soul knowing who I am