Depth of Despair

To lay in wet sand when the tide is low And relive sunsets, I have known before Lost in its vastness and no where to go I find the world rushing out from my shore Feeling this heart flicker a softer pulse Engulfed by the darkness that blinds its view Watching love's light fade, silently repulsed My heart has retreated, its tide is through Darkness comes empty, yet is filled with pain Covers my body, where water collides And there I will lay, a ghostly remain To fill the ocean, until tears subside There in my blackness, where the pain is cold I'll search for something, until death I'll hold