Depression Kills

Many people have no clue Of the hell I go through If they only knew The pain and agony, too Why do I say depression kills, age 14, Twenty times I have tried with pills Wished I was dead at times still My brother was depressed, too Going to counseling he needed to do Guilt I feel because I knew Should of been the one to help, too Thirty-two years it tortured my mind Peace I can never mind It sometimes puts me in a bind Can't relax and unwind Many times the teardrops fall Get angry and wanna hit the wall The pain within, no longer can bear Living with depression isn't fair At my heart, it really tears Unless you have depression, Please don't say you understand, too Because you really have no clue 8/21/14