Depression Kills

I don't know how long it has been since i heard your voice, I don't know why i left without a word, but it was not my choice. You wished me away, so i left without a word, you told me to lose you, that's all i ever heard. Tears ran down my face with every thought of you, not being able to see your smile, it would punch me though. My chest has a whole, that you put there, it hurts some times, but its not like i care. I been hurt to many times before to feel anything at the moment, I thought we had some thing special, but at the end you broke it. So now again i am all alone and I have no shoulder, my life is empty now i am beginning to feel allot colder. You showed me what people can be like, some thing like you, people that hurt others and than walk away like they had nothing to do. But they don't know that they just ripped some ones heart out, and your left alone, once again, bleeding on the ground.