Depressed

Never been so depressed in all my life I have never had something bother me so much Physically, mentally, and emotionally I am hurting Thank god for my Auntie Gloria She said a prayer for me today I really needed that I am so down it hurts to smile I’m use to frowning I don’t want to be here I hate being depressed Every five minutes I am stuffing something in my mouth Peace God, can I please have some peace? Can I be so happy til it’s like I never knew pain? I want to smile everyday When I cry I want them to be tears of joy When I sing I want someones soul to smile I don’t want anyone to look in my eyes and see sadness I don’t want them to hear sadness in my voice I know everything happens for a reason So I wont ask why Just know that I need you God