Denying the Love

I cannot believe that you have captured my heart for so long I have been fighting this for a long time. But I cannot keep you out of my thoughts you are like the sunshine to my sky. The moon to my night air when I am around you it like a garden full of fragrant flowers. But a deep my feeling inside will not allow me to be with you. Heartache from previous relationships has left me in a shell. I feel as if I cannot continue but I know that I must let go in order to let you inside of my heart. You are precious like a ruby in the midst of many coals. In the rough you shine with many colors.