Demons

gone to bed hoping it's the last but morning arrives and still the ache only existing not really living day after day continues on wishing it would stop the torture that mows this life to shreds broken and tattered without recourse feelings submerged in an abyss of a brain so cluttered and remiss of any other emotion but sadness and hurt demons inside relishing their conquest monsters don't sleep under this bed they sleep and live in this head wear that smile that's not believed all the while there's only screams scared to get close, scared to be alone long for a feeling to not feel at all the higher to go the lower to sink cant drown those demons they know how to swim those demons hidden you cannot see those demons hidden are inside of me heart awakens to none but sorrow thunderous storms within for tomorrow looking and searching for something new nothing perceived save a demon in view