Delusions

I've written a bunch of poems But this will change the world How could you ever trust that I liked this after all I needed your attention A proud leave to give I needed to feel usefull Like an empty machine I think I like dying Cause I turned it into life I think I like lying Cause I turned this into truth I don't know how it hit me I went into a hole And never came to the surface To look a what I've hold The music is in my ears I hear it all again It's telling me to give up And play like he'll